Saturday, December 19th, 2009
Porn vs. Medical Marijuana
Welcome to another thought via a porn chick’s head…(no pun intended).
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Since it is a Friday (and I am only 19), I am sitting in my cute little pink boy shorts with “Tight End” written across my bum, I am stoned, and extremely horny. I thought it would be a splendid time to write a blog for my site before I played with my pussy! Yay for you! This is Part one: Porn.
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The Part two: Marijuana, will be the next blog. Since I have too much to write about of the subjects… you will have time to think about the first part before you can respond with your opinions about this match up. REMEMBER: I always want to hear your feedback 
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The moment someone finds out that I make Porn for a living, their whole demeanor changes. For example, instead of thinking I am this kick ass, down-to-earth, Cali girl… They now look at me like I am an alien and begin to ask me a million questions after blurting out judgmental comments. I find it all very comical… What difference does it make if we bumped into each other in the grocery store (I looked like an average 19 year old girl) and all of the sudden a bunch of $1 bills and a bag of marijuana fall out of my purse? Before this little bumper car action, you thought I was an innocent sweet college girl. Now you think I am either 1.) a stupid teenager, 2.) a druggie, or 3.) a stripper. However, I am none of the above. All of this is inspired by questions I get from fans, high school classmates, home makers and business men.
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Porn. It was originally made to ONLY please me! Hahahaha! Kidding… but seriously porn is made to entice people, to help relationships, and to teach the art of finding true pleasure. At least that’s what it means to me. Over the years, the adult industry got more popular, easier to get into, hence began mass production. The mainstream media was quick to learn, sex cells, but they didn’t want to admit it. Along came stigma… everything that “normal” people think is taboo is performed on camera by me… so now I am a whore, slut, hooker, gold digger, drug addicted cunt who’s going to die from a disease. That is what I call “S-T-I-G-M-A.” What people outside of this industry don’t know is the adult business is a very profitable career. Not only do I get paid enough money, but I get to help others, I get to experiment with my sexuality, I get to teach about pure pleasure.. and I am everyone’s naughty girl next door. I love to please others while learning what pleases me. I get to learn how to manage money, making budgets, run a business, learn a trade, learn how to network, learn how to turn men on with my only my eyes at a night club…. Oh! I was going on a tangent… sorry.
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My point is… not every porn girl you see was a victim of abuse, a high school dropout, drug addicted, teen parent, mentally ill, or unable to have relationships. There are a lot of beautiful, intelligent, successful sex crazed goddesses that found their niche in the world. So before you judge me, when you find out I am an adult film actress, take a second to think how my life is hurting you vs. all of the men and women I help. J For the people who appreciate my work thank you! At the end of the day I still love myself and I have shot a lot of PORN! I don’t regret any of the loads you have shot all over your computer or TV screen because you learned how big of a 19 year old slut I truly am.
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Stay Tuned for Part Two… by Tara Lynn Foxx.
