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…  A little bit differently than I remembered. I recently talked to my best friend from childhood. We were talking about old memories and all the bad things we did when we were little and how dangerous it was… then the truth came out.

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For the longest time I thought I was with a different girl when I lost my V card but I was totally wrong! This girl, Tina, and I used to do some shit 11-13-yr-olds shouldn’t be doing. We never had rules so we did as we pleased. I lived in a little town and there wasn’t much to do but have sex and get drunk and stoned!

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It all started when we were coming back from the movies in Hayward. We missed the bus so decided to walk to the Bart to go back home. I was 12 and she was 13. It was hot outside so we were wearing cute summer clothes. Two boys ran by with water guns and I yelled at them “Come back here! I wanna get wet!” So they stopped, looked at each other, shrugged their shoulders and came back We all started talking, innocently flirting and got a little wet. They asked how old we were and we lied. I said I was 16 she said she was 17. They said they were 17 and 18. We later found out they were a little bit older.  We really didn’t wanna go home and they said we should come hang out with them. We played hard to get for a little bit but then decided what the hell! Why not!? So we ended up going back to their place. They asked if we smoked and drank, even though we really didn’t yet we said ya! LOL. So the cuter one and I kind of hit it off… I think us four were sitting in the living room, drinking and watching MTV when they still played music videos. This one sexy ass song came on and we all started making out. It was hot. So Tina and her new friend got up and walked to his bedroom. I stayed on the couch for a little while longer before things heated up and got moved to the bedroom. The guy I was with asked if I wanted to go all the way. I said yes but he needs a condom and whipped cream. IDK why I said the cream… I think it was in a movie LOL. So he goes to the store practically half naked to get the supplies… Mean while Tina came out of the room and asked if I was gonna lose my V card! I said ya if you do. She agreed. We went back to our rooms and let it all happen. I guess I was in there for a long ass time because I remember a lot of commercials on the radio, 94.9. When we went home she told me she was so scared that she chickened out. So instead she and her friend listened to us fuck hahahahahaa.

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It gets better.

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Later on we met two more guys. These ones actually had good sized cocks, but they were older too.  This story makes me realize that I was never a normal kid. I have loved sex for a long time. So we met these guys by her house and rolled a couple blunts, cruised around town until we found the deserted military base. Tina was sitting in the front seat and I was in the back with guy #2. Guy #1 keeps feeling on her leg as she gets excited. Guy #2 saw that so he and I start to lock lips. Pot makes me super horny for some reason so I was loving this. I heard her ask guy # 1 if he had condoms. I was shocked because she still had her V card! She ended up riding his cock right there in the front seat! Seeing this guy #2 and I started having our own fun. At some point we ended up switching guys and had a mini orgy! After we were done we smoked another J then went home.

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I love talking to people you haven’t heard from in a long ass time. I was telling you all in my pre-scene interviews that I lost my V card the day before my 13th birthday… well sorry guys… I think it was more like a week or two

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I think about all of this now and I am bittersweet about it. I know it is wrong for grown men to be doing things with younger girls… NOT OK! but it was consensual on all parties and no one regretted it later. That’s the bitter speaking. The sweet speaking is I have been a freak for a long time now, and I realized at a young age that I like older men.

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I just wanted to share this with you all. Usually I try to keep personal things personal but this just had to be told!

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xoxo

Tara Lynn Foxx

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