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Pole Dancing

Sunday, September 5th, 2010

Today I went to S Factor in Encino with Sara Sloane. We are both interested in feature dancing and what it takes, so this place seemed perfect. We signed  up for the intro class, which had about 9 girls in it.

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The atmosphere of the place is great; No judgment zone, nice women, great studio. However, once the instructor started using chocolate and porcupines in metaphors to help me get in touch with my sexuality…. i knew i was in for a ride. Then she kept confusing herself which body part, or which direction we were supposed to be moving. It was really hard to follow her.

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The last half of the class was my favorite. We learned how to do the firefly. I mastered it… i really wanna go play on a pole right now! Sara hit her shin pretty hard… there is gonna be a huge bruise. haha!

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At the very end the instructor showed us what she can do after going thru level 6 classes and doing it for 2 years. LOL She was amazing and her nipples fell out!

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At the end of the day… that place is not for me. Its more for the bored, unsexual housewives. lol

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OH! When i got home today i got an email from my bank saying S factor charged me for two classes. Funny how the receptionist said my card didnt go thru all the times she swiped it. so i had to pay cash the day before when we booked our class. Fuckers! I knew it wasnt my card. Im not broke! lol

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So the next class is Hip Hop!

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xoxo

TLF


Oil Wrestling on Playboy TV’s “Foursome”

Monday, May 3rd, 2010

Today I went on a show called “Foursome.” It’s a new series that is aired on Playboy TV. The concept is all in the title. There are four people; Two Men, Two Women. They are put in a mansion for a whole 24 hours. The director sets  up different activities that brakes the ice and gets them more romantically comfortable with each other. By the end of the night they would hopefully have a foursome!

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I was a guest on the show to demonstrate how to wrestle… not just any wrestling, OIL Wrestling! Ariel X and I do Ultimate Surrender for Kink.com. She is one of the best Veterans and I am one of the best Rookies. The lovely guys over at Kink thought that we would best represent the company. SOOOOOOOO when the camera started rolling, Ariel and I were already wrestling. The beautiful referee, Diana Diamond (only does nude modeling), brought the four down to the mat. Right away one of the girls ran over and tried to get involved by ripping Ariel off of me. What this girl didnt know is that Ariel, who may be tiny as fuck, is stronger than a lot of men! I took a step back to watch Ariel put the smack down on her, at which point I realized who this belligerently drunk girl was… ITS ANDI ANDERSON. As she realized she wasn’t going to beat Ariel she started screaming at her saying “You are so fucking strong! OMG are you on steroids?! YOU’RE ON ROIDS!” Lmao!

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So after one of her hair extensions fell out, we showed the four how to score points…  This Andi girl, goes by Ashley on the show, doesn’t like the idea of wrestling against the cute Asian girl she made friends with. She didnt wanna hurt this 90LB girl. So we add the Oil. We tell them it is supposed to be soft, slow and sensual. The whole point of this thing was to warm them all up to each other and make them get romantic :) However, Ashley had already initiated sex with the other two guys and I guess fucked about 5 times. The Asian girl was so sweet and happy, she seemed to just go along with it. I am not usually turned on by Asian women but this girl really got me going.

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Anyways back to Ashley. She again complained that the oil wrestling wasnt sexy. She didnt like it. So she had the guys spin her around in a circle like a 5 year old. It was Hilarious. After she got over that she wanted to stand up. THE BIGGEST MISTAKE IN YOUR LIFE WHEN YOU ARE DRIPPING WET IN OIL!!!!! She fell so many times it was pathetic!

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IT GETS BETTER!  I guess all day she kept talking about anal sex. Even tried to show off by sticking a butt plug in her ass, but when it came out it was dirty! EWWWWW! She got over the oil wrestling very fast. She wanted the guy with the biggest dick to stick it in her ass! She got so mad that he didnt want to do it. Only because Ashley didnt want him to use a condom… and he is not a porn guy. Matter of fact he isnt even tested… She got so mad she started yelling at him at the top of her lungs. His dick was so limp I felt bad for both of them.

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I have to say.. Overall today was fun but a big dissappointement. I have seen a lot of Andi on boxcovers and some of her porn… I was a fan. KEYWORD WAS! She is such a beautiful girl, but her attitude totally turned me off. I didnt know much about her before this but I really assumed she would be a really sweet, cool chick. I am also disappointed that the cast didnt really grasp what I was trying to teach them. I really enjoy wreslting for UltimateSurrender.com and I was excited to share that with Playboy TV and all of the viewers that probably never heard of it.

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Even though those two things were a let down… I met some awesome people, got to see what its like to shoot a show like that, and got to watch a really hot Porn Girl make the biggest ass of herself on Cable TV! :) Fuck I love my life! Thanks mom for concieving me :)

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xoxo

TLF

Saturday, December 19th, 2009

Porn vs. Medical Marijuana

Welcome to another thought via a porn chick’s head…(no pun intended).

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Since it is a Friday (and I am only 19), I am sitting in my cute little pink boy shorts with “Tight End” written across my bum, I am stoned, and extremely horny. I thought it would be a splendid time to write a blog for my site before I played with my pussy! Yay for you! This is Part one: Porn.

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The Part two: Marijuana, will be the next blog. Since I have too much to write about of the subjects… you will have time to think about the first part before you can respond with your opinions about this match up. REMEMBER: I always want to hear your feedback ;)

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The moment someone finds out that I make Porn for a living, their whole demeanor changes. For example, instead of thinking I am this kick ass, down-to-earth, Cali girl… They now look at me like I am an alien and begin to ask me a million questions after blurting out judgmental comments. I find it all very comical… What difference does it make if we bumped into each other in the grocery store (I looked like an average 19 year old girl) and all of the sudden a bunch of $1 bills and a bag of marijuana fall out of my purse? Before this little bumper car action, you thought I was an innocent sweet college girl. Now you think I am either 1.) a stupid teenager, 2.) a druggie, or 3.) a stripper.  However, I am none of the above. All of this is inspired by questions I get from fans, high school classmates, home makers and business men.

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Porn. It was originally made to ONLY please me! Hahahaha! Kidding… but seriously porn is made to entice people, to help relationships, and to teach the art of finding true pleasure. At least that’s what it means to me. Over the years, the adult industry got more popular, easier to get into, hence began mass production. The mainstream media was quick to learn, sex cells, but they didn’t want to admit it. Along came stigma… everything that “normal” people think is taboo is performed on camera by me… so now I am a whore, slut, hooker, gold digger, drug addicted cunt who’s going to die from a disease. That is what I call “S-T-I-G-M-A.” What people outside of this industry don’t know is the adult business is a very profitable career. Not only do I get paid enough money, but I get to help others, I get to experiment with my sexuality, I get to teach about pure pleasure.. and I am everyone’s naughty girl next door. I love to please others while learning what pleases me. I get to learn how to manage money, making budgets, run a business, learn a trade, learn how to network, learn how to turn men on with my only my eyes at a night club…. Oh! I was going on a tangent… sorry.

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My point is… not every porn girl you see was a victim of abuse, a high school dropout, drug addicted, teen parent, mentally ill, or unable to have relationships. There are a lot of beautiful, intelligent, successful sex crazed goddesses that found their niche in the world. So before you judge me, when you find out I am an adult film actress, take a second to think how my life is hurting you vs. all of the men and women I help. J For the people who appreciate my work thank you! At the end of the day I still love myself and I have shot a lot of PORN! I don’t regret any of the loads you have shot all over your computer or TV screen because you learned how big of a 19 year old slut I truly am. ;)

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Stay Tuned for Part Two… by Tara Lynn Foxx.

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