I am now selling my lingerie, outfits and shoes that I wore in all of my movies. Do you know what that means? Ladies, you can now wear my outfit and watch the scene with your partner. Gentlemen, you can now have my dirty panties in your hands while you stroke your rock hard cocks to my scenes!
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WOW! I am getting excited writing this!
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Here are some links to my items. I believe on the bottom right of the corner it shows other auctions i have… or you can just click on my profile
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*Today I had the best scene in my life! Seriously I feel so good right now. Actually I am fucking drained but I HAD to tell you guys about today.
*So I found out a week ago that I was going to do a crazy scene for sexandsubmission.com again. This time is would be with James Deen again and Isis Love. I was stoked! These two ppl are my favorite to work with in the Business. They both know how to push me and to really get me to experience what I came to kink to experience.
*Anyways… the first scene opens up to me sitting at home with my husband, James, and we both got off work and we are tired. He is horny but I am more worried about watching my favorite TV show than pleasing him. So he found an ad a while back about a Wife Trainer. He calls Isis and she kidnaps me and takes me back to her place where it all begins. First the scene opens up with me in this medal ankle lock thingy and my wrists tied to a rope from the ceiling. They flog me and tell me what I am going to go through today… Obedience, Manners, and Anal Training. They keep my hand a feet tied but put me on my knees on the floor and they start to train my tight asshole. They start with small toys then to a butt plug.
*The next scene gets better. I am on my knees with my head on the couch and my hands behind my kness. I am completely helpless and can barley move. They stuck a really long toy up my ass right before Isis showed me how to please my husband by fucking him in front of me. Then I lick her pussy and then my husband fucks me. Then they flog me and punish me and make me say thank you sir a lot
*Then the final scene in me on my back with my hand a leg tied to the point that i can barley move. Isis took two nipple clamps and put them on my nipples and tied them to my big toes. Any time i moved they were tugged on. My husband fucks me in the ass and makes me cum a lot… then Isis and James to the ultimate. She put a zipper basically going up my whole body and he brings out the electricle shocker i hate lol. He made me zap myslef 5 times with the last one on my tongue…. Oh the zipper? ya I still have marks lol.
*Anyways… to some of you this may sound intense to other maybe not so much… the point is I had fun. I had a great time getting mentally fucked and anally and any other way James Deen or Isis want cant wait for the scene to come out so you guys can watch it and cum for me!
Sorry it has been so long since I have posted a blog but I got caught up in my own little world and wow! does time pass by fast or what!?I am still going to write about medical marijuana but that blog is still not complete.
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What have I been up to since I last wrote you ask!? WELL…. I had a pretty lame xmas… got out of a bad relationship and I have been the biggest whore since!!!!
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The sex story I promised you all starts like this: I was traveling and was in a bad mood one night. I wanted to blow off my steam by fucking a complete stranger….I left my safe hotel room to find a guy! I took literally 50 steps before I met this gorgeous couple… they invited me up to their condo and their party with a group of friends. They were drinking yummie champagne and watching the TV… As I was being introduced to everyone I caught a glimpse of a sexy man across the room. Him and I exchanged looks and wow was he in for a ride. So after about 5 glasses I decided to take him into an empty bedroom and have my way with him…
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We were in the room for about 30 seconds before we started ripping each others clothes off passionately. I got on my knees and and pulled his trousers down… HE has the nicest cock ever! Well I started to give him a blow job and 2 mins into it the other ppl in the house were knocking on the door. I told him I wanted him and I to have an amazing quickie… but I guess I excited him too much because he busted a huge load in my mouth… Everything happens for a reason.. I looked up at him, smiled, opened my mouth to show him his load, then swallowed it! The look on his face was priceless. After that I had one more drink and went back to my hotel room.
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As I was laying there naked in my king sized bed I started to get horny. I flipped through the xxx movie selection but nothing aroused me. I picked up my phone to see who I knew in this city but I really didnt know anyone…. except one other person. IT was a guy who had wanted to fuck me for such a long time but couldnt bcuz I was engaged…. UNTIL NOW! I called him up… told him what happend and asked him to bring a bottle of Patron. He said he had a huge bottle of vodka but was with his two brothers…. I smiled.
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An hour later I got a knock at my door. Through the peep hole I saw three tall, handsome, young men. I only like to use the young ones for sex and barely do that anymore but I knew this night was going to be amazing…
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They all came in smelling so fresh and delicious. I could barely contain myself. Since I didnt know the two out of three guys I held back the urges to pull out all of their cocks before they had the chance to close the door. I didnt want to seem like an easy whore… LOL!
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We ended up turning on some nice R&B, dimmed the lights, and took lots of shots. About 30 mins after they got there… we were all going at it! They had me at their demand now! I was passed around like a fucking slut. I blew one brother, while the other fucked me… while the other ones cock was in my hand. At one point they even DPed me! : )
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I had to catch a flight at 9am meaning I had to leave the hotel at 7am… they got there at 2 am… we ended up fucking until the cab driver got to the hotel!!!!!
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I had the best night ever! THanks for being such great hosts and fuck toys! See you soon!
Welcome to another thought via a porn chick’s head…(no pun intended).
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Since it is a Friday (and I am only 19), I am sitting in my cute little pink boy shorts with “Tight End” written across my bum, I am stoned, and extremely horny. I thought it would be a splendid time to write a blog for my site before I played with my pussy! Yay for you! This is Part one: Porn.
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The Part two: Marijuana, will be the next blog. Since I have too much to write about of the subjects… you will have time to think about the first part before you can respond with your opinions about this match up. REMEMBER: I always want to hear your feedback
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The moment someone finds out that I make Porn for a living, their whole demeanor changes. For example, instead of thinking I am this kick ass, down-to-earth, Cali girl… They now look at me like I am an alien and begin to ask me a million questions after blurting out judgmental comments. I find it all very comical… What difference does it make if we bumped into each other in the grocery store (I looked like an average 19 year old girl) and all of the sudden a bunch of $1 bills and a bag of marijuana fall out of my purse? Before this little bumper car action, you thought I was an innocent sweet college girl. Now you think I am either 1.) a stupid teenager, 2.) a druggie, or 3.) a stripper. However, I am none of the above. All of this is inspired by questions I get from fans, high school classmates, home makers and business men.
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Porn. It was originally made to ONLY please me! Hahahaha! Kidding… but seriously porn is made to entice people, to help relationships, and to teach the art of finding true pleasure. At least that’s what it means to me. Over the years, the adult industry got more popular, easier to get into, hence began mass production. The mainstream media was quick to learn, sex cells, but they didn’t want to admit it. Along came stigma… everything that “normal” people think is taboo is performed on camera by me… so now I am a whore, slut, hooker, gold digger, drug addicted cunt who’s going to die from a disease. That is what I call “S-T-I-G-M-A.” What people outside of this industry don’t know is the adult business is a very profitable career. Not only do I get paid enough money, but I get to help others, I get to experiment with my sexuality, I get to teach about pure pleasure.. and I am everyone’s naughty girl next door. I love to please others while learning what pleases me. I get to learn how to manage money, making budgets, run a business, learn a trade, learn how to network, learn how to turn men on with my only my eyes at a night club…. Oh! I was going on a tangent… sorry.
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My point is… not every porn girl you see was a victim of abuse, a high school dropout, drug addicted, teen parent, mentally ill, or unable to have relationships. There are a lot of beautiful, intelligent, successful sex crazed goddesses that found their niche in the world. So before you judge me, when you find out I am an adult film actress, take a second to think how my life is hurting you vs. all of the men and women I help. J For the people who appreciate my work thank you! At the end of the day I still love myself and I have shot a lot of PORN! I don’t regret any of the loads you have shot all over your computer or TV screen because you learned how big of a 19 year old slut I truly am.
… A little bit differently than I remembered. I recently talked to my best friend from childhood. We were talking about old memories and all the bad things we did when we were little and how dangerous it was… then the truth came out.
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For the longest time I thought I was with a different girl when I lost my V card but I was totally wrong! This girl, Tina, and I used to do some shit 11-13-yr-olds shouldn’t be doing. We never had rules so we did as we pleased. I lived in a little town and there wasn’t much to do but have sex and get drunk and stoned!
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It all started when we were coming back from the movies in Hayward. We missed the bus so decided to walk to the Bart to go back home. I was 12 and she was 13. It was hot outside so we were wearing cute summer clothes. Two boys ran by with water guns and I yelled at them “Come back here! I wanna get wet!” So they stopped, looked at each other, shrugged their shoulders and came back We all started talking, innocently flirting and got a little wet. They asked how old we were and we lied. I said I was 16 she said she was 17. They said they were 17 and 18. We later found out they were a little bit older. We really didn’t wanna go home and they said we should come hang out with them. We played hard to get for a little bit but then decided what the hell! Why not!? So we ended up going back to their place. They asked if we smoked and drank, even though we really didn’t yet we said ya! LOL. So the cuter one and I kind of hit it off… I think us four were sitting in the living room, drinking and watching MTV when they still played music videos. This one sexy ass song came on and we all started making out. It was hot. So Tina and her new friend got up and walked to his bedroom. I stayed on the couch for a little while longer before things heated up and got moved to the bedroom. The guy I was with asked if I wanted to go all the way. I said yes but he needs a condom and whipped cream. IDK why I said the cream… I think it was in a movie LOL. So he goes to the store practically half naked to get the supplies… Mean while Tina came out of the room and asked if I was gonna lose my V card! I said ya if you do. She agreed. We went back to our rooms and let it all happen. I guess I was in there for a long ass time because I remember a lot of commercials on the radio, 94.9. When we went home she told me she was so scared that she chickened out. So instead she and her friend listened to us fuck hahahahahaa.
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It gets better.
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Later on we met two more guys. These ones actually had good sized cocks, but they were older too. This story makes me realize that I was never a normal kid. I have loved sex for a long time. So we met these guys by her house and rolled a couple blunts, cruised around town until we found the deserted military base. Tina was sitting in the front seat and I was in the back with guy #2. Guy #1 keeps feeling on her leg as she gets excited. Guy #2 saw that so he and I start to lock lips. Pot makes me super horny for some reason so I was loving this. I heard her ask guy # 1 if he had condoms. I was shocked because she still had her V card! She ended up riding his cock right there in the front seat! Seeing this guy #2 and I started having our own fun. At some point we ended up switching guys and had a mini orgy! After we were done we smoked another J then went home.
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I love talking to people you haven’t heard from in a long ass time. I was telling you all in my pre-scene interviews that I lost my V card the day before my 13th birthday… well sorry guys… I think it was more like a week or two
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I think about all of this now and I am bittersweet about it. I know it is wrong for grown men to be doing things with younger girls… NOT OK! but it was consensual on all parties and no one regretted it later. That’s the bitter speaking. The sweet speaking is I have been a freak for a long time now, and I realized at a young age that I like older men.
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I just wanted to share this with you all. Usually I try to keep personal things personal but this just had to be told!
